Unexpected

Today was my senior picnic. It definitely wasn't all that I hoped it was. It was fun none the less. 

It's sad to know that today was the last time we were all together as classmates. On thursday it will literally be all over. Bitter sweet. 

People always expect certain actions from others. It's amazing when they just prove others wrong. Whether it be a good thing, or a bad thing. It's funny how things turn out. The turn of events that have happened with my circle of "friends" lately has yet amaze me. All of the experiences for the past 2 weeks have been negative. Except for today. I always have this view of people. It's not passing judgment, but just an opinion. Most of the time I am right, but today, I was wrong. You can always expect someone to be a certain way. To act and think a certain way, but once they show you the opposite, it hits you in a odd way. Thankfully today's experience was a good one. I hadn't had a good conversation with that person since the 10th grade. It was interesting. 

Life has turns. Life is hard. People leave and change. People's true colors, good or bad, do eventually come out. But that is life. 

Changes

I really have been neglecting my blog. -__- No time! 

But finally, things are winding down. Graduation is on Thursday. I think that I am going to cry, but now when I think about it, it won't be that bad. I mean, realizing how real friends should act, I don't think that I will be that sad. That's what life is. 

I finally finish this graduation slideshow, that I gave half this week to. It was insane! It brought back some good memories. Seems like those days were easier. Although, I like where I am now. I like the fact that everything is fitting in perfectly again. 

I keep finding myself torn on how I feel about leaving. I don't want to, but then again, I do. I just hate how when, finally, things are working out correctly, it's time for my departure. I hate it. 

I am tired. I won't neglect blog anymore. :) Pinky Promise.

Waterfalls

Today more people wrote in my yearbook. 2 people's comments, to me, stand out the most: Ms. Huggins and Sharon Kertesz.

I have never been called a "super hero" or "special" by people I seriously look up to. I don't even think that I am a strong person at all to be totally honest. The fact these two people, can say something like that about me, is so amazing. I don't know how to take it. So I sat here and cried.

I would always say that I hate this school. That I couldn't stand some of the people in it. I would always just sit here and think about the negatives. That was the wrong thing for me to do. It was fate that I got the blessing to meet the people who I know have the extreme privilege to call my friends. I have had the blessing to be taught by some of the most amazing teacher, some of the amazing people, in the world.

I definitely love this school. More than anything in the world.

Long Hours

So it's been a little while since I last posted something up. I've been busy, I think?

Today was the senior breakfast. We received our yearbooks. The thing that me and a few other senior busted our asses on for the past months! It came out to be amazing though. I am extremely happy at that.

It's really emotional for me though. This school really did change my life. All of the people that I have met, through the past 4 years, and especially this year, have all shaped who I am today. It's extremely bitter sweet. The fact that I know that we have all made it makes me so happy. But the fact that I know that this is the end makes me cry.

My best friend wrote something that mad me cry. Like, literally cry like a little baby. The fact is that I am so close to her, regardless if we hang out like that or not. She is amazing. Physically and emotionally strong. 2 things that I don't think I could ever be.

It's Amazin'

Prom was on Thursday. My GOD what a day it was. 

arguing, tears, showing up late, surprises to blow us away, dresses, tuxes, PARTY BUS! driving around the city, make out in the back seats, lap dances, pole dances, after prom beds, wack music, early morning ihop, more driving around, more make outs in the back seat, naps, docks, more driving around, more make outs, more dancing, more naps. 

It was all over in a blink of an eye but it was the the most amazing night of my life. I couldn't have asked for a better time. I could not have asked for better friends. I couldn't have asked for a better prom date. 

Class of 2009, prom was our night and we defiantly blew it out of the water. I love you all <3

I can't believe that it's over. I waited all year for that one night, and now it's gone. It was amazing. Spectacular. I wish that it wouldn't have ended. Ugh, it was and I think forever will be the greatest night of my life. I have the most amazing friends. 

Now I have to get ready for my last week of school. Something that I am so not ready for. I dont want it to be over. I dont want it to end...