One of THOSE Days...

So yesterday, I had this incredible amazing day. Today has so far not been that great. There have been a few exceptions, it has been sort of stressful actually. I don't know, I'm actually feeling kind of out of it.

I feel like I over think things. I feel like I am always worrying about things that aren't necessarily that important in the long run. I feel like I am always worrying about the now, the things that might not even be around in a few months. Why should one make someone else their priority when that person doesn't, or doesn't seem to make them a priority at all. I don't understand why people act this way. Like, I understand if someone is going through something, but then you should TALK about it. One should be OPEN about how they feel. No matter what. It's better that way. Then again, I'm not one to complain about these things. It's something that I am use to from everyone. :)

I am also amazed at the fact that I have little to about no worries for college. The things that I was once afraid of, I am not anymore. I just looked at things at another perspective, like, things always work themselves out. No matter how you try to get away from certain things, in the end, it will happen. Destiny, fate. It's all the same thing. There is really no use in trying to figure everything out and worrying about losing things/people. Things will happen. I guess I finally realized that things work out for the best.

NEVER forget about the little things. It's the little things that make people happy. It's the little things that make the world spin. Like the little texts from those you love just to say hi or w.e.. I'm not to sure about anyone else, but it's those things that make me happy. I have always enjoyed the small things in life. Yet one can't get everything that he/she wants. Just be happy with what you have, which is exactly what I am doing.

I just hope that the people in my life now, aren't going to alter the way they act or are. I just hope that the relationships that I have taken so long to establish, don't diminish before my eyes. I just hope that the time I have left with the ones that I love the most aren't sad or depressing. I hope that things don't change. It's sad, idk.

I think that I just made myself sad. Oh well, I'll get over it, like I always do. I just wish that things could go back to the way they use to be? Yeah, it was simpler and more loving, not so cold....

Ta-Ta For Now.

P.S. This is not directed to anyone in particular. So don't think that it is. If you feel that it applies to you, well, I don't know what to tell you.