Twists and Turns

So these past few days have proven to be unexpected. It's not the bad unexpected, but it's the REALLY good kind! It made me happy. Did that little Prom switch-a-roo ! But it is so great ! Ahh man !

There are many things that I don't believe in. There are so many things that people do in life that hurt others. I really don't want to be that type of person. I think that's my one fear. Hurting someone else and then not being able to do anything about it. I mean, I have done it to someone before. Someone that means a lot to me. But I regret that, more than anything in the world. I wish that I could go back and change what I did. I can't do that though. I would love to, but I can't. I have done all that I can to gain trust from that one person back, it's a slow process. Eh, you can't cry over spilled milk, right? I just have to try and NEVER do that again, to anyone.

Lately it seems that things have been going so great. There have been days where it's hard, I guess. There have been times where I just feel down. But see, that's what friends are for! I always say this, but I really do have the most amazing friends in the world. I can't ask for much more.

My best friend (Casie) is incredible. She is so unbelievable it amazes me. Her kind heart and extreme truthfulness is great. I love her to death, and I am going to miss her SO much when she leaves. I think that is going to be the hardest goodbye for me.

My WIFE* (Sofia) is also so amazing. She and I have been through so much over these past 9 years, it's incredible. I love her so much, and a lot of the time I would be so lost and completely uptight if it wasn't for her. She means the world to me.

There are SO many people that mean a lot to me. I never thought that I would ever get this attached to a group of people. It's so hard and it's going to be so hard to say goodbye to all of them. Ah man, this is going to be the BEST and WORST summer of my life. The summer is going to be so epic and amazing. I can't wait.

I don't get the fact that some people aren't going to care about leaving their friends. I can't understand the fact that school is coming to a close and some people are so non chalant about it !

I thought that I was going to be okay with it, and I thought that I was ready, but I am not! I am NO WHERE NEAR READY TO LEAVE ! Ugh, I don't want to go anymore! :(

I am going to enjoy what I really want to be an epic summer. I really want everyone to have the time of their lives, not only me. I can't wait for everything to start !

PROM IS IN 21 DAYS ! :) S&S<3