Dull

I leave exactly 2 weeks from now. This is something that I have really been looking forward to, but now I really realize how much I really like things right now. I am extremely comfortable with how things in my life are at the moment, how everything is unfolding. Change is something that I am not very fond of, yet something that I have to deal with very, very soon.

Yesterday I went to a family BBQ, Dad's side. It was good. I saw a few cousins who I haven't seen in a really long time. It's good to see how people are doing. After that, I saw my Grandmother, Mom's side. She always makes me laugh like there is no tomorrow. I swear, she has quite the personality. After that, I simply went out to dinner with my parents.

Today, I went to work, and now I am home, watching Degrassi, waiting for ABDC encore to come on. It's been one of those off days for me. I wasn't in a bad mood, but I wasn't in the greatest mood either. It's one of those days.

"Words never spoken, actions never taken, and things still to come."
Words never spoken like how much I love you and how I am in love with you? Actions never taken like wanting to kiss you so passionately and hug you so tightly, never wanting to let go? Things still to come yet postponed due to other ongoing factors? I want to scream out loud and I really want to show you how much I care. But I can't. I am done pretending that I don't, when I do.

Now I am off to watch ABDC with E$. The beauty of Video Chat.