Try To Say

Ahh! It's Monday. I really don't like Mondays.

This weekend proved to be pretty amazing to say the least. Leave it up to a weekend to figure out how much you really do care about some one. There is, quite literally, so much that I want to say. There is so much that I want to get out and say to the world, yet, I can't do that. All that I can say is I really do know what I want, I know what makes me happy.

It is really amazing how two people may have such a strong connection. The ability to feel extremely comfortable, and care free. Hair tied up, no make up, bummy tee shirt, it doesn't matter the feeling of comfort exceeds all things physical. I love the way that works. I love the how this one person makes me feel so comfortable, and care free. It's something that everyone should have in someone.

In 3 years, so many things can happen. In 3 days so many things can happen. The truth is that as much as we say we "know someone", but we really don't. How people may change their minds about someone that they "love" with in a blink of an eye, it heart breaking. There is never much that we can do when one's heart is broken. The only thing that we are able to do is pick up our things and move on in life. This is why so many people give up on love and it's innocence. It's sad.

I have this jumble of things in my mind. There are literally so many things that I am thinking about, I can barely function. Maybe this is why my head has been pounding since I woke up? The sad part is that I can't even put what I am feeling into words. Then again, maybe I don't want it to be publicized.

"No matter what I do, I just can't get you out of my mind. At this point, I could care less how you act: I'm attached"