Sensibly Infinite

I have realized that nothing in life is fair, at all. Nothing will ever go perfectly for a long period of time. I may be looking at the glass half empty, but these are the things that I sit down and think about. Just, as things seem to be going my way, I get smacked in the face with the reality of the people I live with.

Anyways, I was sitting in gym the other day, and I was just remembering my very first gym classes at RFK. Well, what I remember to be one of the first classes I had. We were playing kick ball, and me, like every other freshman, didn't really participate in fear of embarrassment. It was the funniest thing to because now, I am all over the place. I still can't believe that it's all done in three months. Sigh*

I feel the happiest in two places. Well, three places. :
1. With my friends :)
2. With my boyfriend.(preferably in his arms. I love that!)
3. On the soccer field.

Obviously the first 2 are kind of self explanatory. My real friends, the very few that I have, are absolutely amazing. It can't get any better than those people. Yes we fight, yes we go at it, a lot now that I think about it, but the love is still there. It's great. My boyfriend is possible one of the greatest people that I have ever come across in my entire life. I can honestly say that he balances me. Me being the crazy, always worried, strung out lunatic. Him being the calmer, level headed, intelligent person. He is the yin to my yang :)

Now, speaking more about the whole infinite feeling of being on the soccer field. It's the feeling of being in control of something. The feeling of manipulating the ball to your liking. It's amazing. It's also a stress reliever. Today I was standing in the goal. One of my friends was getting ready to shoot. It's really corny to say, but it's like in the movies when everything slows down, my vision was tunneled to see the ball and only the ball. She kicked it, and I caught it. The simplest thing made me feel great. I love soccer, hurt knee or not, I dint think that I can keep away.

Well, on the same note of soccer, I am tired as hell! I am off, until next time.