That Party Last Night...

Ugh! I swear to never drink alcohol ever again! Mad shots, and beer, and other beverages. I swear, this is the reason why I hate drinking. I can't seem to remember why I drank in the first place. Oh Well. I learned my lesson.

Besides the after math, the party last night was really good. I met a lot of new people that are pretty cool. I got into this huge discussion about Jay-Z v. Lil wayne and Kid Cudi v. Drake. That made the night really interesting. It started out with me and one dude, then about 10 other guys came into the argument. It was crazy! My voice is sort of horse from that too. I danced some, and drank some more. I got the title "goddess of the keg" by my boy Derick. Lmao, shit is crazy.

Classes are dragging on. I literally sit in my Solar Systems class, which I love, and seem to know everything that he is saying, so far. I don't really like my Nature and Needs class, at all. Economics is okay, not terrible, but I could really do with out it. The rest of them are good. I just want to be able to keep up with everything that is put on my plate and what not.

I hate when I am attached to someone. I go about my days fine, nothing can phase me; my friends are awesome and I have fun. Yet when it comes down to going to bed at night, and resting my head on my pillow, I can't sleep. There are a million and three thoughts that run through my mind on how come things happen to me. Why things have to be so difficult on my end of the rope. The only solution that I could think of is that it's blatantly me. I seem to be the underling issue to all of my problems. We always tend to yern and desire the ones that we can't have. We always tend to want to hold the ones that we can't hold. We always tend to fall for the people we shouldn't fall for. It's a constant thing, and it seems to always happen. In the end we just have to live with it. We have to sit down and live with the fact that what we want can't happen. We have to realize that we can never truly have everything that we desire. It's not in the cards for some people. I think I am one of those people. 2 hours in distance never felt so far in my life.

There are mad head outside of the Perry Quad right now. I think they're playing football. I am contemplating going out there. This hangover got me bed ridden.