Tight Spot

I feel like things are changing to quickly all at once. I have no clue on how to process things anymore. I feel like i am getting way to impulsive with things that I feel. I need that change, not everything else.

Anyways, I feel like there is extreme yin and yang in my life. There have been a few great things that have happened over the past week or so, and then comes the terrible. One can NEVER have good with out the bad. I don't think that I have ever experienced a good week without the following week being totally and utterly messed up. Like on Sunday morning, waking up and knowing "damn, this is going to be one hell of a week". Sort of how I feel right now.

I got to figure out what the heck I am going to do with the rest of my life. The one benefit is that I am going to start driving soon. Adam was right, it is relaxing. Mind clearing just driving. I feel like I am in control of something in my life when I am behind the wheel.

Oh well, to bad I can't drive legally for a while. Whatever.

Last note: I feel like certain people are slipping out sight. I don't know how to handle it right now. I guess I should just wait it out.

Alright, Good-Night.