Truth Be Told

UGH! I lost/got my iPod stolen today at the freaking gym today. I am highly upset about it, but thankfully Ash loves me and gave me her spare iPod :) Today is also her Birthday! So shouts to my giggle twin/saucy sister.

Today was very uneventful for me. I didn't really do much. Woke up and took a test, went to another class and reorganized my room. I had anxiety practically the whole day. I remember walking to my class, and thinking that today was going to be a bad day. It really was just subpar. Gr, I wish that it would have went a lot better, but whatever.

Right now, I am in my dorm, semi watching friends, semi talking to people that are here, and semi writing this. I have a lot on my mind, yet I don't know what to talk about.

Last night I was really thinking about life, and how everything is going. I am really content with it, I mean, I never thought that I would ever be happy this way (for the most part) away from home. I really do miss several people, but I love it here. The people that I've met are so far really amazing.

I was just inspired! Okay, so I really don't like when guy/girls use another person just for sex. Honestly, unless BOTH people fully understand the whole situation, don't do it. I really hate that! There should be way more to a relationship than just sex. It's sad to me, I really don't agree with it. I just don't see the point. For me, there seriously should be love involved with sex, that whole raw "fucking" thing doesn't work out for me.

This is to a certain someone. I will never tell him this out of respect for someone else, but I need to let it out. I really think that you are a pathetic waste of flesh. I really wish that you never walked into her life. You like to put people down to make yourself feel better, are you that insecure? The fact that you think that you are the best thing in this world is quite depressing. You're the most ignorant, arrogant, low life I have ever met in my life. I can't wait for the day that you open up those eyes of yours, and realize that you are NOT amazing, at all. You're a pathetic waste of space and a disgrace to the human race.

I am done :) I am happier now.