Open Book

I never really did a free write blog entry. EddieBoy gave me the idea. It seems like a good one though. I never really thought to do it. So here I go.

I want to go walk across the Brooklyn bridge, and try out some random restaurant in south street. I want to go to Liberty Island and Ellis Island. I want to watch the sunset from the Staten Island Ferry and I want to see the night sky from the Heights. I want to walk along downtown and totally avoid Time Squre and 34th St. I want to go to the places that make NYC, NYC. The true essence and heart of the city. I want to experience all of that before i leave. But time is cut and people that I know aren't very open to that idea. I have come to realize how selfish people are. The fact that some people that I know are very close minded people. It's okay, just mundane! I do want to leave very soon though. I am really excited! My friend Drew <3 also just told me that the legal drinking age in Canada is 18 ! Looks like I am taking some trips up to Canada during school ! :)

I have a slight fear or being forgotten. I mean like, with some people, I could really care less, yet with others, it bothers. It hurts also. To share a stretch of memories with another person, memories that one may hold so dear and close to one's heart, to have them all erased, as if they were nothing of importance. It's the fact that I know that I won't forget people. I tend not to.

I have given my heart away once again, and I am back to the same place. I have to find my even medium, and I think that I have found it. I have to realize that all people don't care like I do, and that's okay.

So I am really looking forward to leaving this place ! :) I've gotten semi close with EddieBoy and that makes me feel so comfortable in leaving. Also, my roommate is so nice! Although her and I are total opposite in practically every way possible, we still get along really well. To know that there are going to be some amazing people that I am going to meet! Life Has only just begun for me!