Summer Sun

AH, long day. I am so dead tired right now. Went to sleep late, again. I was talking to an intoxicated person on the phone till about 4:30AM, lol. That was fun.

I went to the beach with Sofia. Spent the whole day there basically. Water is the most tiring thing in the world, I swear it. The waves were so freaking strong. We spent most of the time in the water. It was way to hot to just lay on the beach and do nothing. I seriously need to find my volley ball. -__-'

I love the water. It's so calming and cool on the skin. I swear, I could stay in the water all day. It clears my mind. The crashing of the waves and the sky.

I am about 10 shades darker as well. Lol :)

The attire some people have to go to the beach it outrageous. I know that people have their own right to go to the beach. They pay their own money, yadda yadda. But come on! Don't come to the beach in BOXERS! It's not attractive at all. Wear bathing suits that fit you people!

But anyways.
It sucks wanting something so badly, and knowing that you can't have it. It's within arms reach, but it keeps getting pulled back. Kind of like the ebbing of waves. The waves push you away from the ocean, towards the land. It fights you so hard, and you just go with it. But once it's done, pulls you right back, out deeper into the ocean with it. This is a continuous process as the waves and the water begin to tire you out. You become so tired, as your body becomes so heavy, you simply allow the wave to bring you out. You're to tired to put up much of a fight before. As tiring as it is, and having to put up a fight, one just, allows it to happen. You see, once you are out in the ocean, allowing the waves to rock you as if you are in a cradle, it's calming. Soothing relief from the intense hot sun. You know in the end you are going to be tired, and in pain. But it's a good kind of feeling, and you still chose to do it. The fight proves something to you, makes you feel alive, makes you feel like one with another. But sometimes, you get so tired, you just want to go back and deal with the heat of the sun.

Peace Kiddies.