Analyze This

Contrary to my post yesterday, I am feeling quiet down today. Besides the fact that it has been a very long and boring day, I feel kind of use less? I wish I could do more to help people feel better, but what I do is my best, and you can't beat that, right?

Today was a very boring day. I woke up (on time!) for my class today. It went pretty swiftly. It ended up being half notes, half movie. I spent most of my time the internet though, I'm not going to lie. The class itself is really easy minus the fact that it's an 8 am course. Economic also went without a hitch. That class is straight note taking and what not; just listening to the professor speak about things that don't pertain to my life.

I really just want to declare my major already to be honest >=| I feel like I am wasting so much time not taking classes that I need. Eh, oh well, only a couple more weeks of these BS classes and I am on my way to Journalism! Owww!

I have recently rekindled my love of the water. I started to swim, leisurely, recently and I love it. I wish that I never stopped. I wish that I hadn't stopped many things that have done in the past. I wish that I never stopped the piano most of all though. Grr, damn me and my stubborn behavior. Oh well, I could always go back to it?

I have many doubts as to my future right now, out of no where I started to think about it. Growl, I guess I will have to wait and see what's in store. I got to keep my head in the game and focused. I just hope that I can keep my confidence up as well.


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Edit

So my mood has been from high as can be, to a low slump of nothing. Right now, I'm throwing the towel in on any faith I had. Forget it.

Easy how one thing can change your whole perspective.