Have you ever wished that you were a different person? I do sometimes. I just wonder what it would be like. Maybe if I was a better version of me and who I am right now. I wish that I could change things. I wish I could mean more, but I guess that can't happen.
I am blogging off my phone out of pure lazziness. My back hurts like you wouldn't believe and I just slammed the window shut on my hand. This is all on top of my headache and migraine. And the yankees lost tonight I am having an incredible night if you couldn't tell. Its to top of my mediocre day, I suppose.
Today my mom told me that in life the things that you try your hardest for and fight for the most, are the things that are worth while. Those are the things that are the most meaningful. We fight for it because that's what we care about. There wouldn't be a point in putting up a fight and caring so much if we didn't love this thing ir person. I fight for the things that I love. I will fight to the ends of the earth and beyond if it means that I could get the one I care about the most. I wouldn't want to risk losing it. I wouldn't want to have to wait and see how its like without it. Call it instinct but I know when something is good. Fighting for it is inevitable. Holding on to it for dear life when things get difficult is the hard part.
I miss home every now and then. I miss the city and the bright lights. I miss the calming atmosphere. Its nice up here, don't get me wrong, but my heart is with the city. I need to go back to the docks and take in the big buildings and bright neon lights. I am looking forward to thanksgiving break and the people I am going to see. $
There are so many things going through my mind right now. There are so many thoughts. One stands out more than others but that's a given.
Tomorrow is friday. Planning in smoking hookah with Omar and other, should be fun.
"...never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved.
ever thine
ever mine
ever ours"
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