The green little monster is really a bitch- pardon my french. I hate seeing the things that other people have that I want. Don't get me wrong, I am blessed in way some people aren't, and in way some people won't ever be. Yet at the same time, I feel like I have to fight 30x harder for the things that I want in life. Other people may just simply get it served to them on a platter. Others just take advantage of the things that are given to them. I feel like such a pain in the ass, all the time now. I really want certain things in my life, but those things I feel like I will never reach.
Why do people take advantage of what they have in front of them? When things are at it's peak, and everything is close to amazing, no one wants to appreciate. No one wants to appreciate what they have when they have it. Then when things get hard, when things hit the fan and everything gets terribly complicated, thats when "appreciation" is set in. It always seems to happen that when it's to difficult to show appreciation, thats when it's put in the hardest.
I'm not bitter or angry at anyone specifically. I am just extremely jealous of those who have what I want. Things are never easy for me, and this isn't going to be any easier.
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- JLP
- Crazy? Possibly. A complexity on its own to try to understand me. The great thing about me is that i am real. I will tell you things the right, real way and won't leave anything out. The bad thing is that I tend to care too much, which will lead to my downfall in life.
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