Rounding out the Year..

Wow, 2009 is pretty much gone, and we are entering 2010. Everyone always says they are going to start the new year off right, and that change is going to occur. Maybe for some people it will happen, or growing up will, but for everyone, I really wish the best.

2009 has proven to be on the the greatest years, and one of the worst years I have ever encountered. Through all of the endeavors and hardships there were many laughs and great memories. I have met so many amazing people this past year, and I have also let go of some people. I have been hurt in ways I never thought possible, and I have hurt some people in ways I never intended to.

I graduated from, possibly, the GREATEST high school in the universe, Robert F. Kennedy. Leaving that school, spending 4 years in that amazing school changed my life. It literally molded me into the the person that I am today. With in that school, I have met some amazing people; friends that are going to be there for the rest of my life. The teachers there inspired me to try to be extraordinary to the best of my abilities. They gave me the tools and the bravery to go away to college.

I entered into my first semester of college at Buffalo State, and it was a good choice. Although it is not the greatest school in the world, but there are many people there whom are amazing. Again, I had to opportunity to meet people that will remain in my life for the long run.

There have been many different problems and I have had many hardships this year. I learned a lot about other people, and a lot about myself. I am capable of more things that I thought possible.

This year, I found out what true love really is, and I found out what it is to have your heart ripped out. Although Emanuel and I have been through more than imaginable, I am elated to say that he and I are together and trying. I love him, and that's not going to go away, no matter what year it is.

I am glad to say that some people in my life are back in my life. I am happy to know that my fall outs with some people are fixed and what not. It is amazing to see how some friendships never fail, and in the end, we are all still there for each other.

It's sad to say that I am not going to be there for some people in 2010 like I was in 2009. But that is something that will have to be dealt with, whether I want it or not.

2010 may be a great year, there is always that possibility, but I always believe that there is a way that we can change things, ourselves. There is always a way where we can make this year, and the years to come amazing ones.

I am going to start the new year off right, with an open mind, and an open heart.