Recover

Ugh, so I have spent the whole day in my dorm, recovering from more than a great night out.

Friday night, I stayed in; there was not much for me to do. I got the H1N1 vaccine with Ash on Thursday, crazy shot! I felt under the weather Friday, so I guess it wasn't that bad that I didn't go out. I stayed up till about 5 though, for no apparent reason. I just sat back and chilled with Nalley. It was fun none the less.

Saturday was a crazy packed day! I went to the Stroll Show out in UB. A bunch of Fraternities and Sororities Strolled. It was a really eye opening experience for me. .
After the Stroll Show, which was totally amazing, we headed back to Buff State and got ready for the Martini Bar/Cecilia's. It was the official after party for the Stroll Show. It was crazy! A lot of dancing. Literally non-stop dancing. From hip-hop to meringue. It was a really great time. I ended up losing my earring though which upsets me a lot. Now I have no earrings :(

Right now, I don't know how I feel. I woke up not in a bad mood, but it wasn't a good mood either. There are so many things that I feel right now. I don't feel like I am ever going to be good enough for you. I sit through so many things and I just keep thinking these same things. I put all these scenarios together. It hurts. Everyday. But it's something that I have to deal with everyday. I don't want to give up, but how much strength do i have left?